the music that can't be seen, but felt
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oranje.
4.16.2008
you gradually try to accept the fact that things won't eventually "fall into place" as many would say it would. you can give it your best shot to put things right, but when an external party starts fumbling with the controls and switches, it just takes a whole lot of effort and faith, to want to neutralize the upset in balance. or tilt in towards your side of the fence. maybe my train of thoughs wouldn't have ended up here if some decisions worked for instead of against me. but its always the journey through the real dry and sore patch, that reminds us of how much we've been sheltered.

in other news, carrie underwood's voice is therapeutic. haha.


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4.13.2008
i wish everyday could be like today, somehow.

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