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why the vicious cycle. looking at the positives, derailed by the negatives; scream in silence, almost let go in one night, alone; wake up the next, hope, resilience, pretence of resilience, encourage, en masse; spur, calando, spur. why? time passes so fast that we don't have the time to pause, think and realise how much hopes are we carrying on our own shoulders. how much of other people's hopes we are carrying. actually at times, it comes to a point where the mind starts wondering how much all these will affect us years later, decades later, or degrees/doctorates later. that's when i give up wondering. performed 11:16 ©
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