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we thought we did the right thing. we thought things would turn out fine, even better than the ex-present circumstances. we never expected this in return. we never expected that once we got off the train, it'd actually crash, somehow. its disappointing. especially when i'm reminded of what some of you actually did. or dared to do. i guess its partly our fault. for failing to foresee. last time, i've always wondered why some of them never came back. never did their part, and what they "should have done" by passing by. but the picture has become clearer over the past few months. the difference is huge. everything's just so different. its not their fault at all. if this is what's happening at almost every single place in the world to those at this age, isn't the world quite a sad place to be in, sometimes? i wonder how a few can pull through and keep it going for years. guess at this tender age, we're still lacking of maturity and patience to not give up. all we can do is to keep each other going. damage-control. don't ask me what i'm talking about. have a good week ahead. you should be doing smth useful! like mugging. haha. night. performed 21:16 ©
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