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o level results were alright. the only ones i was concerned with were my mep, physics and higher chinese scores. the millions of notes put into sibelius one by one for that mep composition were really worth it, so i'm thankful that i bothered to spend some time on that piece of music. still remember making those notes about prokofiev's life at the very beginning of the year, and wondering why i spent a few hours doing it for and whether it would totally be useless or not since there was no reason cambridge would test on his eventful, great life. but somehow it came out and pushed my grades up, mending up the hole my screwed-up practicals created. doesn't everything happen for a reason? thankfuls for that physics was okay for my own standards, since it really isn't my thing. thank you mr pat soo, for forcing the (a bit of) tys down my throat. higher chinese, i failed! d7! haha. acsi can change your life in the chinese grades aspect, really. but i don't have to take it anymore. pheww. four years. i'm just glad that whatever i've gotten out of these four years, are really the things i needed. socially, musically, and my music grades. not to mention the people. and a direction in life. nahh, make it two. its always the process that really counts. six or ten, just a bonus i guess. for anyone who can't resist the darkness and gloom from grades that weren't your cup of tea, you must really move on. and take care. hmm reality beckons. for those with straight As, stop studying so hard, stop pressurizing others, stop taking all the top academic awards and give others a chance can, and let your results deprove for awhile, coz when you're at the top, the only way to go is down. okay JUST KIDDING. congrats to you all smart ____. went out with OG today. a tiny part of the OG. haha. wasn't really anything productive to do; ended up at heeren hmv's jazz section. gosh. now you know where to go if you intend to get me anything on 4/9. every cd we listened to, we wanted to get (almost). but budget. ahhh the bossa novas, any trumpet gods, or black singers or trumpet gods. sayonara. finding the midpoint. desire. performed 20:14 ©
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